Dear kind reader,
Please accept my apologies for not being able to update you with the current state of affairs in my life. I’ve through an awful lot of depression lately, and I have decided to go against it. If I continue to be passive and let it get the best of me I wouldn’t be able to go on with my life. Dear reader, I’ve been thinking about this for quite sometime already. Despite my fear of being away from all of the amenities I have at home and the unknown, I have decided to fly myself to New York. I’ve already told my Mom about my plans; she was hesitant but supportive. I believe I’ve told you how I ended up in the course that I am in now. Yes I have to be honest, it’s not something I’d like to do for the rest of my life; it doesn’t fuel my burning heart at all. I’ve been overly pragmatic, and it was just then that I’ve decided to stop, but that can’t happen in just a matter of seconds unless I’m Cinderella’s fairy godmother with her magic wand. I have decided to use whatever I’ve learned from this course to fuel my own passion, journalism. Yes I know it’s like using oil to water the plants, but I assure you I will chase my dreams. I am still afraid of starving for days though, but I’d love that feeling ’cause I’ve never felt that before! I will start counting down days and of course try not to be that spoiled anymore. I’ll keep this one short and ’til the next post.
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